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Edinburgh: Final Salute (by Erik)

Approaching Edinburgh from the north, along the Firth of Forth

Approaching Edinburgh from the north, along the Firth of Forth

During the first half of our time in the British Isles, Edinburgh has been our point of return.  It’s the place we first put heads to pillows in the UK, it’s the place to which we returned after our sojourn in Ireland, and it would be our final stop post-Iona and Findhorn before heading south over the Scottish border to Northumberland.

 

 

The bluffs are all that remain from an ancient volcano

The bluffs are all that remain from an ancient volcano

As we approached the city by train after a long journey from the north, our eyes found familiar landmarks and it felt a bit like we were coming home.  Our hosts at Aonach Mor, Fiona and Tom, were waiting for us, and so, too, was a warm and gorgeous spring evening. After four hours on the train, we needed to stretch our legs, and Fiona told us that nearby Holyrood Park would be just the thing.  Encompassing the remains of an ancient volcano and peppered with evidence of habitation from ancient times, the park was alive with runners, walkers, cyclists, and hikers heading every which way, squeezing every last drop of solar-induced joy from the spring day’s waning light.

Looking north toward new portions of Edinburgh from our perch at Holyrood Park

Looking north toward new portions of Edinburgh from our perch at Holyrood Park

 

 

Kai wanted in the worst way to climb one of the high bluffs that rose up hundreds of feet at the center of the park, but we hadn’t the time for such an excursion.  So we settled for a more accessible hilltop, the site of a fort in days of yore.

 

 

 

Looking west toward Old Edinburgh
Looking west toward Old Edinburgh

 

From our perch on high we watched the setting sun touch every steeple in the city beneath us, and the feeling of that place was utterly transformed. The gray-stoned, serious city where John Knox had preached his fiery gospel, took on the air of a young lad in love for the first time.  What a gift it was to add the memories of that final evening to those we’d already collected at this marvelous city!  Farewell, dear Edinburgh!

 

 

Strike Three, You’re Out? (by Erik)

Looking north from Findhorn Village, where Findhorn Bay empties into Moray Firth and the North Sea

Looking north from Findhorn Village, where Findhorn Bay empties into Moray Firth and the North Sea

Every day of traveling along this sabbatical road brings its own twist of adventure and potential mishap, it seems.  Yesterday provided a fistful of them. 

P1070904We enjoyed a warm and beautiful spring day on the edge of Moray Firth here at Findhorn yesterday, where northern Scotland meets the North Sea; a day accompanied by blossoming trees and flowers, birdsong, and t-shirt temperatures.  The Frisbee came out of the bag, as did the mini-Rugby ball that’s been a favored companion ever since Kai spied it at the Trinity College gift shop in Dublin. 

The long, twisting bus trip on HIghland roads from Oban to Findhorn the day before, including Loch Ness (FLASH: NO SIGHTING OF NESSIE) left Naomi and I grasping for motion bags (not the kind of adventure we anticipated!).  After transfers at Fort William and Inverness, we had landed at last at the small town of Forres.  As we stood at the bus stop contemplating what we would be doing during the hour and a half we must wait before the final five mile leg of our journey to Findhorn, an angel named Gordon, pulled to a stop next to us, rolled down his window and asked us where we were going.  “Findhorn,” we replied, and he offered to take us there on his way home.  Surprised and delighted at our turn of fortune, we piled in, luggage and all, and in less than 10 minutes we arrived at our destination.  A wonderful grace.

 

The garden that first made people take notice of the Findhorn Community

The garden that first made people take notice of the Findhorn Community

Our one full day at Findhorn Foundation’s Ecovillage was a delightful, if brief, sojourn.  (Look for another post on our experience touring the village.)  Now, with the approach of day’s end, we determined to make a brief foray to the little Village of Findhorn, a mile up the road, and to the rock and sand beaches beyond it that looked north through the Moray Firth toward Norway.  We found the local bus schedule was amenable to our goal.  Riding it into the old fishing village of Findhorn, it would loop back to pick us up again an hour later on its final run of the day.  We paid for a roundtrip fare and hopped aboard for the short trip…Chris and I with our every present shoulder bags and Kai with his backpack with water and his camera.

We found the beach quickly, reveling in the dancing waves and in the light that streamed through clouds, leaving glistening patterns on distant surf.  All too soon it was time to head back toward the village to catch the bus.  Somewhere along the way, it occurred to me as I looked at Chris with her shoulder bag that I did not have mine.  Where was it?! — back on the beach where I’d taken it off when we first reached the water’s edge!  I turned and began sprinting back to the shore.  That bag not only contained my wallet, credit cards, and all our cash, it also held our BritRail passes and all of our passports!  There were a few folk walking the beach with us the few minutes before, might someone have come across it?  I dared not contemplate the consequences that would unfold if the bag was gone.  Fortunately, I found it just where I’d left it.  Strike 1.

Relieved (and a bit winded) I took my time walking back to the family, discovering as I arrived that while my mini-drama was being played out, they had had their own.  Naomi had fallen into some gorse (a plant similar in look to Scotch broom but with long, sharp and unforgiving thorns) and as a result had four thorns stuck in her hand.  Temporary first-aid applied, we found our bus stop and it was then we discovered that Kai was without his backpack. 

 

Kai, exuberant, upon discovering that his missing backpack was found by the bus driver

Kai, exuberant, upon discovering that his missing backpack was found by the bus driver

Chris quickly pulled out her camera and looked through the pictures to see where Kai last had the backpack on.  It was before we had boarded the bus an hour before.  He’d left it there, and none of us had noticed when we all got off.  New crisis.  There was nothing we could do except wait.  We knew that the same bus and driver that had picked us up would be returning.  And when, a few minutes later, it came around the corner, we sent up silent prayers that, against all odds, the backpack would still be aboard.  As he pulled up, we saw it, right in front!  He’d found it at the end of his previous run and knew it belonged to us.  As we clambered on board for the second time, he said, “I was so hoping you would be here. I was prepared to wait an extra five minutes in the event you weren’t.”  Again, relief, and prodigious thanks.  “No problem,” he said, “it’s just part of the service.”  Prayer answered.  Strike 2.

Later the same evening, after the thorns were removed from Naomi’s hand and both kids were fast asleep, Chris and I turned to the internet to catch up on correspondence and confirm future reservations.  It was just about midnight that I discovered an email from our B&B hosts Fiona and Tom in Edinburgh asking us to confirm our arrival time, but the date was wrong.  Searching through past emails, I discovered that in my original request for an extra night’s lodging an Anoch Mor, I’d gotten the date wrong.  How exactly I’d managed that I didn’t know, but there it was.  We’d been expected there two nights before and were no-shows.  It was too late to phone; all I could do was send an email apologizing for my error and enquiring if the one family room might still—against all odds—be available.  Hitting SEND I headed to bed, casting prayers heavenward, both in thanksgiving for resolutions to the day’s crises and in supplication for this latest bungle. 

Up quickly this morning, I rang Fiona and Tom.  “Aye, Erik, Fiona sent you an email early this morning,” says Tom. “There’s no problem.  These things happen.  The family room is available and will be waiting for you when you arrive.”  Three strikes.  No outs.  Thanks be to God!

Our angel, Gordon, gave us a tour of his home and garden, which included this backyard labyrinth, large crystals, sculptures as and a number of other tools for the spiritual journey
Our angel, Gordon, gave us a tour of his home and garden, which included this backyard labyrinth, large crystals, sculptures as and a number of other tools for the spiritual journey


Holy Week at Iona: thin place or thin people?

While living and worshipping with other pilgrims at Iona during Holy Week, we were afforded the opportunity of meeting in small groups in order to “go deeper” in our experience.  The small group of which I was part included Pat, Fred, Josie, Margaret, Bronwyn and myself.  I came to Iona eager to find conversation partners who, like me, were searching for theological approaches to understanding the atonement (i.e. how what took place in Christ’s death and resurrection has made us “at one” with God again) that went beyond the substitutionary/satisfaction theory which has dominated Christian understanding for the past millennium.  While that particular conversation has not occurred to the degree I had hoped, many other rich conversations and insights have been part of my experience here.  One small group meeting in particular comes to mind.

St. Martin's High Cross
St. Martin’s High Cross predates the 15th century Abbey by 600 years. It has looked down on an ever-changing world for more than 1,200 years. Sculpted from a single stone, its west face has scenes from the Bible, while its east face is richly adorned with bosses and serpents–symbols of resurrection.

 

The topic, loosely speaking, was how our faith was manifested in and through our lives.  The comments of Fred (a Mennonite from Belgium and frequent visitor to Iona) stuck a sympathetic chord.  “We often talk about the importance of our faith having two feet on the ground,” he said, “but this community is one with two boots in the mud.”  Two boots in the mud–is not this what every Christian community should seek to be about?

The second comment that evening was from Pat, a former resident member of the Iona Community staff and now disbursed member who contributed in various ways to the week–most notably via hymns she’d written that were featured during the Three Days.  “There’s a lot of talk about Iona being a “thin place,” she said (a reference to this island’s long and deep history as a sacred place for nearly 1500 years; a place where, in the words of Iona Community founder George MacLeod, the boundary between heaven and earth is  particularly thin). “I don’t know about all that,” Pat said, “but I am drawn to the idea of being a thin person; one in whom Christ’s presence is visible.”

A thin person.  Pat’s insight captures the essence of much of what I had been reading and have now been experiencing during this pilgrimage journey.  What Patrick, Columba, Brigit, Aiden, Cuthbert, Hild, and so many other Celtic saints share in common–one reason they were revered in their own day and continue to be even now–is that they were all “thin persons,” persons in whose lives and actions one could see Christ manifest.  And Pat was bold enough to claim that this “thinness” is not the province of saints alone, but is a way of being in life and world that is open to each of us.  This is a welcome counterpoint to the ultra-negative view of human nature which underlies substitutionary approaches to the atonement, and one I am finding terribly refreshing.

In the final worship service prior to our departure from Iona the Monday after Easter , we sang a hymn Pat had written for the occasion of her youngest daughter’s confirmation.  Verses 1, 2, and 5 are found below.

Lord of Life and Resurrection, in a graveyard damp with dew,
you bequeathed God’s plan and pattern to a weak and frightened few.
And the message of their story still today remains the same:
Lives surrendered to God’s purpose open up God’s kingdom’s reign.
 
So I set my life before you—all its passion, joy and pain,
Contradictions, strength and weakness—to receive your touch again.
Breathe your Spirit through its textures, shape its patterns, mend its wrong;
so my dying and my living may release your Kingdom’s song.
 
Thus in journey and in action may I make your Presence real;
All my loving and my thinking your true patterning reveal.
May the life which here I offer make your Kingdom plain to see;
Then what started in the graveyard will continue on through me.

© Pat Bennett.  All rights reserved.

 

 

 

 

Easter week on Iona

The residents of MacLeod Center gather before Easter dinner.

The residents of MacLeod Center gather before Easter dinner.

St. Martin's High Cross

St. Martin’s High Cross

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Throughout our time on Iona we have lived in community with people from around the world, including Australia, New Zealand, Holland, Nigeria, Columbia, Northern Ireland, the United Kingdom, and the U.S.  Through the week, as we’ve shared meals, faith conversations, music, pilgrimages, worship, and playful moments, strangers have become friends.

The sun rises on Iona Easter morning
The sun rises on Iona Easter morning

The deep history of Iona as a holy place of pilgrimage has left its mark on us.  This Easter morning, as we gathered before dawn outside the stone chapel that has witnessed burials for over a thousand years, and walked under high crosses that have marked this ground as Christ’s domain since the 8th century, we heard that joyous proclamation in the voices of the women, “He is not here!  He is risen!”

 

 

P1070322As we continued our festive celebration of the Resurrection in the Abbey Chapel, we lifted a prayer for the celebration other Christian communities around the world–including Seattle–will share as the sun makes its way across the face of the globe.  Christ is risen indeed!  Alleluia!

 

Easter morning worship in Iona Abbey

 

 

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“We must therefore, brothers, be baptized by the same stream as the Savior was. But in order to be dipped in the same water, we do not require the regions of the East nor the river in Jewish lands, for now Christ is everywhere and the Jordan is everywhere.  The same consecration that blessed the rivers of the East sanctifies the waters of the West.  Thus even if perchance a river should have some other name in this world, there is in it nonetheless the mystery of the Jordan.”

Excerpt from Sermon #13, On the Grace of Baptism, by 4th Century Bishop St. Maximus of Turin

Disappointment, Discovery, and Satisfaction

We’d investigated the options for a tour from Dublin to New Grange to see ancient Irish artifacts and burial ground via a bus tour, but in order to do so, we had to first return the rental car we acquired for our visit to Glendalough the day before. This task proved to be much more complicated that it had any right to be, as the one-way streets and unfamiliar traffic patterns send us around and around in circles.  As futility mounted, we made the decision to drop Chris and kids off near Trinity College for the tour bus pickup point, while I continued on the quest to find our rental car station, struggled through the maze of one-way streets as time slipped away. Meanwhile, Chris and kids got aboard the Mary Gibbons tour bus, and were traveling with it making additional pickups. The tour leader Mary tried to be as accommodating as possible, and Chris borrowed a local phone to contact me, but in the end it became was clear that there was no way I could conclude my rental car obligations before the tour deadline.  So Chris and kids, greatly disappointed, had to step off the bus; the trip to New Grange denied.

What to do now?  Today was to have been one of our great encounters with ancient Ireland…now it was ruined.  Thank God Chris had wanted to go bring us to Glendalough—a place about which I new nothing, a place which, as it turned out, proved foundational and the first step on our Celtic pilgrimage. Not all was lost…we can move forward through this.

I walked, dejected, over to Trinity College, the place where we were to meet.  And as I arrived I went onto the campus to see if I could locate the Book of Kells exhibit. It turned out to be easy to find the Library where it resides, and the lines to get in were, it turned out, exceptionally short. Perhaps as a consolation we could all take in this exhibit—which was something we had hoped and planned to do in any event while in Dublin.

Walking back to our meeting place just outside the Trinity College campus, and met Chris, Kai and Naomi as they arrived. We embraced and expressed our deep frustration and disappointment at the loss of the New Grange opportunity. Then I told them about the Book of Kells exhibit. Perhaps seeing the Book of Kells would blunt our disappointment. We went in, and soon became engrossed in the comprehensive exhibit, which included displays and videos on the craft of making ancient manuscripts with all the steps down to the minutest detail. It was fantastic! And then we got to see the book itself, under glass and dim light.  (The pages are changed regularly to keep it from growing more faded after 13 hundred years.) We also saw additional manuscripts from the ancient monastic tradition. Truly remarkablebook_kells_english.

The Book of Kells is thought to have been written and illuminated on the Isle of Iona in the 8th century, perhaps to honor St. Columba, before being brought for safe keeping to Kells in the wake of attacks on the island by marauding Vikings in the 9th century. It was stolen in the 11th century, at which time its cover was torn off and it was thrown into a ditch. The cover, which most likely included gold and gems, has never been found, and the book suffered some water damage; but otherwise it is extraordinarily well-preserved. In 1541, at the height of the English Reformation, the book was taken by the Roman Catholic Church for safekeeping. It was returned to Ireland in the 17th century, and Archbishop James Ussher gave it to Trinity College, Dublin, where it resides today. The Book of Kells was written on vellum (calfskin), which was time-consuming to prepare properly but made for an excellent, smooth writing surface. 680 individual pages (340 folios) have survived, and of them only two lack any form of artistic ornamentation. In addition to incidental character illuminations, there are entire pages that are primarily decoration, including portrait pages, “carpet” pages and partially decorated pages with only a line or so of text. As many as ten different colors were used in the illuminations, some of them rare and expensive dyes that had to be imported from the continent. We saw examples of the raw pigments in the exhibit. The main focus of the book is the Four Gospels. Each one is preceded by a carpet page featuring the Gospel’s author—Matthew, Mark, Luke or John.

P1040749 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)Upstairs in the Trinity College library we discovered another exhibit about Brian Boru (11th century), with a series of gorgeous contemporary silk paintings depicting this Norse saga, and the oldest surviving harp in Ireland—a willow and P1040772 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)oak harp associated (wrongly, it turns out) with Boru. This harp actually dates from the 15th century.) The library itself looks like somethinP1040729 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)g you would find at Hogwarts, with a great central room with plenty of natural light rising up several floors over the main floor reading area.

Leaving the exhibit we found a gift shop downstairs where we picked up several souvenirs and gifts. But the purchase that was most consequential was a miniature rugby ball Kai had his heart set on. (That ball proved to be one of the best purchases we would make on our whole trip!)  By now we were famished, and were directed by a store host to a wonderful buffet restaurant across the street where we found a wonderful, hot meal in a warm and lively atmosphere. By the end of lunch we were fully recovered from our misadventures.

The day is still young, however, so we take our time strolling back toward our apartment, stopping to play at the park adjacent to St. Patrick’s Cathedral.  There we enjoy tossing the miniature rugby ball, playing on the structure, and just enjoying the beautiful afternoon.P1040835 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)

Then it’s on to see Father Martin Nolan, former head of the Augustinian Order, retired Roman Catholic priest, and close friend of the Hauger family whom Chris and her family first met when they were stationed in Nigeria in 1969.  We are relieved and happy that Martin, who was recovering from a stroke, is able to spend an hour with us alone, and we enjoy our visit with himP1040885 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC) immensely.  After hugs, kisses, and good-byes, we entered St. John’s Church and, in a custom that would be observed throughout our travels, light candles as gestures of prayer for Martin and others we love.

Now, after a very full day, it is dinnertime.  Where to go?  We walk past Christ Church and toward the Temple Bar district, but nothing appeals to us. Many of those restaurants stop serving food and concentrate on drink fairly early in the evening. After walking a few blocks further, we turn around, and as we begin to walk back,P1040969 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC) hunger pains increasing, Kai spies the AZTECA restaurant across the street. Mexican food in Dublin? Why not! Over we go.

Stepping inside P1050001 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)the small restaurant we are welcomed by Antonio and see a young couple engaged in what looks like a cooking lesson. Kai and Naomi, naturally curious, go over to watch the cooking lesson and in moments the host and owner of the restaurant, Hugo, invites them to join in!  They wash hands, get aprons, and proceed to make what will be their own dinner…a wonderful serendipitous experience, so unexpected and wonderful, that brings the day to an end in a memorable way.  P1040999 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)P1050008 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)

The day we experienced turned out to be so different from what we had planned.  Yet, every part of it was significant and taught us something about the need for flexibility and serendipity on this sabbatical journey.  Hopefully these are lessons we’ll keep close to us in the day and weeks ahead.

Celtic Christianity: Glendalough

P1040526 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC) For our second foray out of Dublin, we rented car and drove to Glendalough to see the 6th century monastic community and tower founded by St. Kevin (498-618) .  Glendalough (or Gleann Da Loch, meaning ‘The Glen of the Two Lakes’) is situated in the heart of the Wicklow Mountains National Park.  Chris was familiar with the site, having visited here in 1984, but this was my first experience of ancient Celtic Christianity and it proved to be both lovely and meaningful.

A marvelous visitor’s center introduced us to the golden age of Irish History:  the Ireland of Scholars and Saints.  Set in a glaciated valley with two lakes, the monastic remains include a superb round tower, stone churches and decorated crosses. The round tower is one of the most recognizable landmarks in the area. The site also includes a Celtic high cross, St. Mary’s Church and St. Kevin’s Church.

The day was overcasP1040585 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)t and quiet, but occasional sun breaks brightened both the skies and our spirits.  While walking the route toward the lower of the valley’s two lakes, we spied browsing deer and as the sun broke through, we turned to witness a rainbow shining brightly, it’s terminus illuminatingIMG_2300 St. Kevin’s church, tower and cemetery.  We took it as a providential sign of blessing!  Standing at the shP1040640 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)ore of the lake where the hermit St. Kevin once spent long nights vigil was a powerfully moving experience.  Truly this is a spiritual place!

Sunday in Dublin and Monooth

P1040395 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC) We began our Sunday with worship at Christ Church Cathedral, in the heart of Dublin, built upon the foundations of the much older walls laid by Viking settlers over a 1,000 years before. We sat up front (later we learned it was where the mayor sits when present).  A marvelous mixed choir led much of the liturgy, and a personal tour of the Cathedral followed afterward by a older gentleman—Des—who took us under his wing. He shared some of his “inside knowledge” about thP1050036 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)e Cathedral’s history and quirks. (For example, the money face a mischievous sculpture carved into one of the arches of the nave!) Then it was downstairs for refreshments and fellowshIMG_2400ip in the crypt, where we also discovered the mummified cat and mouse made famous by the quote in James Joyce’s Finnegan’s Wake: “…As stuck as that cat to that mouse in that tube of that Christchurch organ…”)

In the afternoon, we took the train down to Manooth to see the Davis family – Paul and GranP1040477 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)nier, their children Thomas and Hannah, and Paul’s parents Paddy and Deirdre.  As a high school exchange student, Paul had come to Seaside, Oregon, which is where Chris first met him.  Then, during her visit to Ireland in 1984 Chris had spent time in a home stay with Paul’s parents Paddy and Deirdre.  It was a lighthearted gathering, full of good humor, and the as a bonus the kids came away with a bag full of St. PaddP1040462 (2014_08_22 02_37_08 UTC)y’s Day paraphernalia!

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Edinburgh

 

Bagpipes greet us in central Edinburgh on our first day in the city
Bagpipes greet us in central Edinburgh on our first day in the city

After “crossing the pond” in an overnight flight April 1-2, we arrived without incident in Edinburgh, Scotland, and spent the first day exploring the city rather than napping, in hopes of beating jet lag; and the strategy worked! (Thanks for the tips, Aunt Randi and Uncle Albert!)

Soon our ears picked up the sounds of Scotland’s national instrument–the bagpipes, and we had a wonderful moment taking in the sights and sounds of our new temporary home.  The experiences during our first 3 days in Edinburgh were many and came swiftly; Edinburgh Castle, whose rich stories stretch back through the centuries; grey stone buildings under gray skies, lending the city a sense of fortitude and heaviness; friendly and helpful residents, who willingly helped us at every turn; and amid all the sculptures, cathedrals and monuments, a playground that proved the most welcome site to two little people we know.

We look forward the extra days we’ll have in Edinburgh after our return from Ireland.

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Playground adjacent to St. Cuthbert’s Church.

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Kai checks to see how easily (or not) he might fit into Mons Meg, the great cannon that kept time in the city for years after long duty mounted high on the Castle Fortress, as a potent deterent against those with designs tot invade the city.

 

 

I bind unto myself today

Trinity“I bind unto myself today the strong name of the Trinity by invocation of the same, the Three in One and One in Three.

I bind this day to me forever, by pow’r of faith, Christ’s incarnation, his baptism in the Jordan River, his cross of death for my salvation, his bursting form the spiced tomb, his riding up the heav’nly way, his coming at the day of doom, I bind unto myself today.

I bind unto myself today the virtues of the starlit heaven, the glorious sun’s life giving ray, the whiteness of the moon at even, the flashing of the lightning free, the whirling wind’s tempestuous shocks, the stable earth, the deep salt sea, around the old eternal rocks.

Christ be with me, Christ within me, Christ behind me, Christ before me, Christ beside me, Christ to win me, Christ to comfort and restore me.

Christ beneath me, Christ above me, Christ in quiet, Christ in danger, Christ in hearts of all that love me, Christ in mouth of friend and stranger.

I bind unto myself the name, the strong name of the Trinity by invocation of the same, the Three in One and One in Three, of whom all nature has creation, eternal Father, Spirit, Word.  Praise to the Lord of my salvation; salvation is of Christ the Lord!”

– St. Patrick, paraphrase by Cecil F. Alexander